It seems like we're arguing a lot more lately. I don't know if it's from being stuck indoors all day or just from being around each other too much in general, but either way we've been bickering about everything. Everything! Nothing is off limits when it comes to arguing. "Don't talk to me like that!" "Stop hogging the bathroom just to play on your laptop while sitting on the toilet!" "Do the laundry instead of piling it up on the floor!" "You're addicted to video games!" Blahblahblah. It never ends. As soon as I've gotten close enough to a person to start telling them secrets I'll also open the door to complaining and whining. I have this notion that people know better and should act accordingly when around me. Stop doing stupid stuff around me and I'll stop complaining, at least that's what I think but it never turns out that way. You could be the perfect person and I'd still complain about how perfect you think you are. Why is it so easy to be negative? As humans are we wired that way?
In addition to the complaining, I've also been more moody. I've been crying at the drop of a hat, which doesn't mix well with the constant arguing. I know that it's not the people I'm around... I'm starting to think that I'm going crazy. Maybe it's time to switch my birth control, or install sun lamps in my bedroom.
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